cool or not to be cool...

am i cool?some ppl said dat i am cool..dunno ler..but for me the 'the cool matter' really killing me..bcoz smtimes ppl take advantage with my attitude..they thought dat i can really accept for what hapen just bcoz im cool person..im sick n tired with this kind of ppl..well.some of them were my buddies..so,its still kind of typical matter to solve it...i can expect what are the consequences gona be..kekadang tu rasa nak lempang jek everybodi sekeliling...not all d time i can be cool..or not so cool..maybe i admit my mistake..everibodi seem bleh 'pijak kepala'when they think im cool..ye laa..diorg mesti ckp punye.."aler..belo tu mesti cool punye...dia mesti xkisah punye...xdehal.."this dialog always come out from their mouth..sometimes i think i just want to be lonely..no one can get involve wit my own circle..fuck that AKON song!i really need to be lonely..since now i'd face a hard time,everybody seem try to keep a distance with me,but im still okay..luckily i got a nice fucking understanding gurl in my life..in her, i put a lot of commitment which is i considered that i never done before..HER,is everything..she's give me hope to survive in this fucking city without a doubt..HER is my backbone...HER is my 'rusuk kiri'...everybody knows that..since rite now,i think i just want to pretend like a cool person to the ppl who being posseur with me..like i said,im lonely now..lonely with my luvly baby...starting a new life..new environment..thats cool..

my new day...

today is my new day...my new working day...im glad to be here...everybody seem so friendly..easy to hang around..even my boss also seem xsegan2 nk pelawa aku lepak skali..well..nothin to do much..1st day ler kan..just sit n relax..reading company profile..while surfin internet..damn cool..now i just waiting for 'balik time'..mula2 balik awal ler..lepas ni dh kene stayback..
hmmmm..thought dis is the end for today...
see ya around..asta la vista angkasa!chiow..

a brand new day.....

hahahaha...buat pengetahuan korang,arini aku last day keje..aku dh dpt keje baru...fuhhh..letih gak ler nak hands over job ni...
cian baby aku..dok msg2 aku ms keje,aku xreply langsung..majuk dia...yelaa..nak wat camne b..i kene abiskan keje dulu..nak2 ni last day..hope u phm k..luv u b..
nnti dh settle suma keje nnti kite jumpe ek..
hehehe..sbnarnye aku xtau nk tulih ape pun,...anyway till jumpe ke episod keje baru...
see ya then....muaahhhh!!!!

letih....

arini adelah my worst day...ari paling letih..ari paling mandom..ari paling boring.ari paling xlarat..ari paling ntahapahapantah...
aku akan menghabiskan saki baki kerja aku sampai ari kamis ni..coz next week aku akan start keje kat tempat yg baru...aku baru tender surat resign td...nak xnak kena gak bagi notis seminggu...ujung bulan aku kene bayar ganti rugi coz berhenti xikut syarat..hmmm...sakit kepalo..banyak menda lg aku nak bayar...kene gak bayar denda tu..cipet btul ler...aku dah maleh nak bekerja dh sebenarnye ni..kat opis skang ni ler..cam serabut jek otak nak mengadap kerja2 ni..
bos aku rilek jek aku nak benti..dia mcm dh tau yg aku dh xde hati nak keje kat sini..sini cam xmenjamin ms depan aku jek..nak gain experience tu bleh ler...tp klu nak keje for future,xkemana aku rasa..anyway,alhamdulillah aku dh dpt keje yg tetap..harap2 aku xde nak asyik benti keje jek..xlarat ler..ape2hal pun,perjalanan ku ini masih jauh...ini baru permulaan..

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argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
arini paling sial..siot btul...banyak keje siot...
mmmmmmmm...tuler 5 hari cuti....xingat punye bercuti...masuk2 opis jek keje dah terbongkang atas meja...
hukhukhuk....pening ler,....sakit kepala...
mana my baby....hukhuk..kalau dia ade kan best...bleh tolong urutkan kepala...
hukhuk...luv u baby....u know who u are....

last but not least.....

yeahh...today is merdeka day!!...and today is d last day of august..suma cuti...best nye lepak umah..bleh gak recover demam aku yg tinggal balance2 ni...nothing to do today..just watched fucking tv with my buddies..xtau nak watpe..dh ler ujan...
oh luper...arini saja aku bli 3 newspaper..the star,utusan n metro...nak ilang kan boring punye pasal...padahal content dlm paper tu suma sama jek aku baca...
xde ape sgt berita arini...balik2 mawi..balik2 mawi...tp aku respect gak kat dia,or maybe dh mmg luck dia ler kot..1/2 jam jek bleh get around RM10000 for one show...just imagine dat?dh mcm sama level ngn m nasir...
mmmm..dh rezeki dia kot..tp aku tetap xminat dan xberkenan ngan ape jua bahan drp akademi fantasia...macam megi jek...aku masak mee megi lagi sedap...
pastu ade one news yg menarik minat aku nak baca...pasal bini yg curah latex kat laki dia coz nak kawin lg satu,..hehehe..siap enterframe muka lg...nk gelak pun ade bile baca..baru aku tau yg bini dia ni dh tua...mmm..tp pada aku tindakan dia tu xwaras ler...dh mcm xleh nak pikir...xleh nak salah kan laki dia jugak..aku sokong jek kalau org nak poligami ni IF diorg mampu ler..
bini dia ni pun dh 4 kali kawin...prob ler jugak pompuan tu...
heheheheh...aku ni pandai je citer pasal org...diri sendiri ni pun xtentu lg...citer psl jodoh ni kekadang tu rasa mcm aku masuk dlm belukar yg ade duri...dlm hati ade rasa nak citer..tp biler cite kang jd macam jerat diri sendiri..org kata jodoh di tangan tuhan...mmg btul...aku selalu gak terpk,bleh ke aku bertahan ngn pompuan yg sorang ni?(hehehehe...sory yer baby..)sebab frm my past exp wit my past gf,suma xmenjadi...nahhh...dok pk ape lg...tp yg penting buat masa ni,i had met my tru luv dat couldnt be replaced..thx b..u r one of a kind..never felt tired to luv u...
hehehe..terjiwang ler plak..dhler...c u another episode...bye bye crocodile....