puasa la sangat......

mmmmm.....today ari kedua aku berposa...juga kepada seluruh umat islam dalam malaysia...seronok sangat biler time posa ni..for me,time ni la mcm2 makanan ade jual..aku paling syok dgn bazaar ramadhan...hehehehe...pada aku,ramadhan is the month utk kite kaji balik amalan kite selama ini..frrom that we can put ourselves which criteria should be in...either a good person...or bad person..or good person wanabe..or already born to be dajjal...actually not only in ramadhan jek we suppose do something good,a whole year should be fit in with a nice2 nilai murni..kekadang tu aku bengang gak bile dengar org2 yg tunjuk baik bile time bulan posa jek..asal bulan posa jek kene baik..asal bulan posa jek kena baik....what the heck?xkan nak jadik poseur lak?nape kene hipokrit lak ek?
mmm..ntah ler,,tp bagus gak..at least ade gak kesedaran utk kite bile tiba ramadhan ni...mana tau lepas ramadhan jek trus jadik elok..baik jek..alhamdulillah...
tp we should know that posa ni not only kite tahan lapar jek...byk kene tahan..very complicated..dunt think kite dpt thn lapar smpi kul 7 kang dh kire dpt pahala...xjugak..kite kene track balik ape yg dh kite buat sepanjang satu hari kite berposa...semayang cukup ke x...ade termengumpat ke tak..mcm2 ler...
mmmm..i think xmoh ler serius2 sgt...bln2 posa ni mana ade org baca blog aku...
ape ek nak buat juadah berbuka ari ni?!!!!....

cool or not to be cool...

am i cool?some ppl said dat i am cool..dunno ler..but for me the 'the cool matter' really killing me..bcoz smtimes ppl take advantage with my attitude..they thought dat i can really accept for what hapen just bcoz im cool person..im sick n tired with this kind of ppl..well.some of them were my buddies..so,its still kind of typical matter to solve it...i can expect what are the consequences gona be..kekadang tu rasa nak lempang jek everybodi sekeliling...not all d time i can be cool..or not so cool..maybe i admit my mistake..everibodi seem bleh 'pijak kepala'when they think im cool..ye laa..diorg mesti ckp punye.."aler..belo tu mesti cool punye...dia mesti xkisah punye...xdehal.."this dialog always come out from their mouth..sometimes i think i just want to be lonely..no one can get involve wit my own circle..fuck that AKON song!i really need to be lonely..since now i'd face a hard time,everybody seem try to keep a distance with me,but im still okay..luckily i got a nice fucking understanding gurl in my life..in her, i put a lot of commitment which is i considered that i never done before..HER,is everything..she's give me hope to survive in this fucking city without a doubt..HER is my backbone...HER is my 'rusuk kiri'...everybody knows that..since rite now,i think i just want to pretend like a cool person to the ppl who being posseur with me..like i said,im lonely now..lonely with my luvly baby...starting a new life..new environment..thats cool..

my new day...

today is my new day...my new working day...im glad to be here...everybody seem so friendly..easy to hang around..even my boss also seem xsegan2 nk pelawa aku lepak skali..well..nothin to do much..1st day ler kan..just sit n relax..reading company profile..while surfin internet..damn cool..now i just waiting for 'balik time'..mula2 balik awal ler..lepas ni dh kene stayback..
hmmmm..thought dis is the end for today...
see ya around..asta la vista angkasa!chiow..

a brand new day.....

hahahaha...buat pengetahuan korang,arini aku last day keje..aku dh dpt keje baru...fuhhh..letih gak ler nak hands over job ni...
cian baby aku..dok msg2 aku ms keje,aku xreply langsung..majuk dia...yelaa..nak wat camne b..i kene abiskan keje dulu..nak2 ni last day..hope u phm k..luv u b..
nnti dh settle suma keje nnti kite jumpe ek..
hehehe..sbnarnye aku xtau nk tulih ape pun,...anyway till jumpe ke episod keje baru...
see ya then....muaahhhh!!!!

letih....

arini adelah my worst day...ari paling letih..ari paling mandom..ari paling boring.ari paling xlarat..ari paling ntahapahapantah...
aku akan menghabiskan saki baki kerja aku sampai ari kamis ni..coz next week aku akan start keje kat tempat yg baru...aku baru tender surat resign td...nak xnak kena gak bagi notis seminggu...ujung bulan aku kene bayar ganti rugi coz berhenti xikut syarat..hmmm...sakit kepalo..banyak menda lg aku nak bayar...kene gak bayar denda tu..cipet btul ler...aku dah maleh nak bekerja dh sebenarnye ni..kat opis skang ni ler..cam serabut jek otak nak mengadap kerja2 ni..
bos aku rilek jek aku nak benti..dia mcm dh tau yg aku dh xde hati nak keje kat sini..sini cam xmenjamin ms depan aku jek..nak gain experience tu bleh ler...tp klu nak keje for future,xkemana aku rasa..anyway,alhamdulillah aku dh dpt keje yg tetap..harap2 aku xde nak asyik benti keje jek..xlarat ler..ape2hal pun,perjalanan ku ini masih jauh...ini baru permulaan..

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argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
arini paling sial..siot btul...banyak keje siot...
mmmmmmmm...tuler 5 hari cuti....xingat punye bercuti...masuk2 opis jek keje dah terbongkang atas meja...
hukhukhuk....pening ler,....sakit kepala...
mana my baby....hukhuk..kalau dia ade kan best...bleh tolong urutkan kepala...
hukhuk...luv u baby....u know who u are....

last but not least.....

yeahh...today is merdeka day!!...and today is d last day of august..suma cuti...best nye lepak umah..bleh gak recover demam aku yg tinggal balance2 ni...nothing to do today..just watched fucking tv with my buddies..xtau nak watpe..dh ler ujan...
oh luper...arini saja aku bli 3 newspaper..the star,utusan n metro...nak ilang kan boring punye pasal...padahal content dlm paper tu suma sama jek aku baca...
xde ape sgt berita arini...balik2 mawi..balik2 mawi...tp aku respect gak kat dia,or maybe dh mmg luck dia ler kot..1/2 jam jek bleh get around RM10000 for one show...just imagine dat?dh mcm sama level ngn m nasir...
mmmm..dh rezeki dia kot..tp aku tetap xminat dan xberkenan ngan ape jua bahan drp akademi fantasia...macam megi jek...aku masak mee megi lagi sedap...
pastu ade one news yg menarik minat aku nak baca...pasal bini yg curah latex kat laki dia coz nak kawin lg satu,..hehehe..siap enterframe muka lg...nk gelak pun ade bile baca..baru aku tau yg bini dia ni dh tua...mmm..tp pada aku tindakan dia tu xwaras ler...dh mcm xleh nak pikir...xleh nak salah kan laki dia jugak..aku sokong jek kalau org nak poligami ni IF diorg mampu ler..
bini dia ni pun dh 4 kali kawin...prob ler jugak pompuan tu...
heheheheh...aku ni pandai je citer pasal org...diri sendiri ni pun xtentu lg...citer psl jodoh ni kekadang tu rasa mcm aku masuk dlm belukar yg ade duri...dlm hati ade rasa nak citer..tp biler cite kang jd macam jerat diri sendiri..org kata jodoh di tangan tuhan...mmg btul...aku selalu gak terpk,bleh ke aku bertahan ngn pompuan yg sorang ni?(hehehehe...sory yer baby..)sebab frm my past exp wit my past gf,suma xmenjadi...nahhh...dok pk ape lg...tp yg penting buat masa ni,i had met my tru luv dat couldnt be replaced..thx b..u r one of a kind..never felt tired to luv u...
hehehe..terjiwang ler plak..dhler...c u another episode...bye bye crocodile....

MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!

MERDEKA?ape yek?...mmmm..
pada aku merdeka ni xubah mcm ari raya gak ler..doesnt mean anything..xde yg special nye...cuma cara masing2 yg celebrate tu membuatkan hari merdeka ni best or xbest...maybe some ppl didnt agree with me...ye laa..lgpun aku lahir lepas merdeka...anak merdeka ler maknenye...kalau org tua baca blog aku ni mesti marah punye...tp cuma aku nak tekan kan kat sini,berapa org yg btul2 menghayati erti merdeka?jgn tipulaa...aku gerenti kebanyakan anak2 yg lahir lepas merdeka(including myself)xtahu mende psl patriotik ni...jgn bohong diri sendiri..aku sendiri xphm ape benda patriotik..dlm diri aku sendiri xde erti patriotik based on kemerdekaan malaysia ni..yelaa..lain ler korang lahir b4 merdeka..korang nampak segala2 nye..korang feel segala2nyee..kitaorang just based on buku sejarah sekolah,dokumentari kat tv,citer2 tokoh merdeka,iklan2 kat tv jek...so,it cant be d same feeling with the old generation...diorg xleh nak blame anak2 muda xphm erti merdeka...sebab ape?kalau kite terap macamana sekalipun,even dr tadika pun,diorg xkn ade the originality of merdeka spirit..cuma diorg tahu dan akan ade rasa hormat jek..itu jek..so,kalau diorg dok blame bbdk ni celebrate merdeka ngn mabuk ke,g genting main judi ke,theres no point...dh itu cara diorg...sama gak cam raya...kalau ade yg rs nk celebrate smbl tgk sarkis kt tv,nak wat camne kn?mmmm...
terpulang ler...aku just bagi pendapat dlm blog ni..bkan makne aku btul pun...lgpun mana ade org baca blog aku...hehehehe...

good morning!...

today not a good day for me..my fever stil didnt recover yet...neither to my flu...summore my baby asyik nangis2 jek...cian dia..kene buli ngn abang dia..nangis2,ngadu kat aku...aku pun dengar jela..xleh nak wat ape...abang dia pun bapak besar!aku pun xberani nak cari gaduh...hehehehe..mcam bagus je aku ni..tp abang dia pun xpatut...dh besar2 pun nak buli adik sendiri..dh kahwin pun..dh ade anak pun...ade ke patut...perangai mcm budak2..ikut kan ati,aku nak pergi je serang...hero le katakan..ingat nak jadi mcm the last of mohican,tp pk2 balik,cam maleh jek..lagipun aku blum lg masuk dlm family circle diorg..so,aku xyh ler involve ape2..tp aku kesian tgk dia ni...ish..camne ek?..mmm..
arini spatutnye aku gaji...tp xmasuk2 pun duit nye...ish bengkek btul la...mcm nak cabut pun ade...tp memandang kan faktor nak cari keje ni payah,so aku tabahler bekerja...even gaji lmbt...tp aku bengang ler ngan bos aku...gaji masuk lambat,tp keta tukar setahun 2 kali...xke sial tu...bkn nak mengata ler..aku tau depa duit banyak,tp kebajikan pekerja harus dijaga jugak..xgitu?
mmm...letih ler..gua nak smoking jap...till then..chiow...

demam lagi.....

aku baru balik lunch..tekak sakit giler...xleh makan keras2...aku amik nasi,lauk ikan goreng n sambal telur...RM2.80...inilah lauk kebiasaan aku kat ofis...tp arini aku terkena...jd RM3.50....mmmm..termenung kejap aku jadiknye..since aku ni demam,so aku maleh amik pot ler..aku tgk jek muka makcik yg kire tu...innocent nye...xsampai ati nak argue...tp aku ni satu masalah....kalau bab makan aku xreti nak berkira...tp nnti balik dok terpk apsal lunch td bleh jd mahal drp biasa...tu yg prob nye...oh yee..RM3.50 tu xinclude ais limau...so maknenye RM4.50...
dgn musykilnye aku pun bagiler RM5...."tima kasih yee nak..."kata makcik tu...dgn selambanye dia lupa nak bagi aku balance 50sen...wahhh...balance pun nak kebas...tp aku ttap mintak jugak...makcik tu pun purak2 xperasan..sengih mcm kerang busuk..."sori dik ek"kata dia...."ye aar...sori2 naik lori aar,BODOH!"aku cakap dlm ati jela...so,moral of d story..jangan makan kat kedai makcik sebelah kedai handphone kat chow kit..bawah menara safuan...

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demam....

akum...arini adalah 1st day aku create blog ni...dan arini jugak ler aku demam...xlarat siot...dah 2 hari aku demam..xrecover2 lg...nasib baik awek aku smlm masak bubur nasi...bleh gak aku telan..even kureng bahan..at least ade gak org syg kat aku...org tua2 ckp time kite demam nila time utk kite mengenang dosa2 yg kite buat..btul ke?diorg kate kirenye demam ni balasan utk dosa2 kecik yg kite buat ler...ye ke?ntah ler...aku pun xtahu...tp time2 tgh demam ni aku pun ade jugak dok flashback dosa2 yg aku buat semalam.....kelmarin...kelmarin dulu...minggu lepas...2 minggu lepas.,..ish..cam banyak je dosa aku...APE NAK JADI NGAN AKU NI?....aku try gak nak wat baik tp cam xlarat jek..so aku duk diam2 jela..tu pun kire baik gak kan?
tgh2 demam ni pun aku kene keje gak...arini cam malas jek nak wat suma2...keje maleh,makan maleh,bercakap maleh,menaip maleh...ler..pemalas jugak aku ni...
camne nak MERDEKA ni?lg 2hari MERDEKA aku kene demam plak....xpatriotik ler nnti..tahun nak clebrate camana ek?cam slalu jek celebrate smbil tgk bola kat tv...pastu mata jeling2 tgk bunga api kat luar rumah....pastu jerit dlm hati MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!...takut jiran marah...
ape2 pun aku ucapkan selamat hari MERDEKA yg ke 48 kpd seluruh rakyat Malaysia dan KERANAMU MALAYSIA aku menjadi insan yg berguna...insyaAllah....