t.u.n.a.n.g

mmm...lg 5 hari guer akan bertunang...hoooreey!!or gulp?!!(which oneu prefer?)
nothing much i can do..purposely its gonna be something great moment...hope so..
my better half pun xbalik dari kursus lg...rasa cam xde pae2 jek..tp my better half dh prepare ething..aku jek blum..hehehehe..
huuuhuu...nk prepare mende?gaji pun blum lg..xpe..sabor..
mana aku nak cari cincin?poning kepalo den..harap2 by thursday ething dh settle..
aku pun dh xlarat nk pk2 dh..
mmm...many people said that when u oredi get enganged,u half legs was oredi tighted by ur better half...vice versa..ntah laah..pada aku it still d same..it can be either u married ur fiancee or u brake the engangement contract and married another woman..its totally nonsence that if u get enganged u cant get closed to another woman..i'm still in the searching mode,dude..but it doesnt mean that i didnt luv to my 'bakal tunang'..it just the situation that could happen in future..
aku xsuka org judge our rship just view that when u tunang ngn that person,u have to marry that person..anything can happen..jgn judge mcm tu...
some people said that(most of them...),when kite dh tunang nanti,a lot of obstacles yg akan kiter tempuh...dat time mcm2 rintangan yg kiter jumpe..bergaduh ler...cemburu xkene tempat ler..merajuk gile2 ler...ntah ler...mcm2 ler..aku xtau,lum tunang lg..tp pada aku actually its all depends on the partner itself..also diri sendiri..dunt depends on the situation..if ur partner show perangai yg mengarut2 masa dh tunang tu,it means she/he yg buang tebiat nak mampos!!sapa yg soh wat perangai masa dh tunang?awal2 xnak wat lak..last2 salahkan situasi pertunangan tu sendiri..aparaaa..giler!!itu yg aku xsetuju sgt dgn all the typical tradition..nak kene merisik ler..nk kene tunang ler..memang ler adat...tp itu xmenjamin kebahagiaan pasangan tu sendiri..mende2 mcm niler yg membuat pemikiran manusia tu akan lebih terbuku..terkongkong..terpenjara dengan segala adat2 thingy..
sepatutnye dh xde lg pemikiran yg mengatakan bile dh tunang,darah kite tgh manis..pada aku darah bleh jadi manis xkire time..ikut tuan punyer badan ler..dia nak manis ke(happy),masam ke(marah),masin ke(sedih),...bukan pertunangan tu yg menentukan perasaan manusia tu..
tp aku xmenolak bile dh tunang,semangat bercinta(ye ke?) tu makin hari semakin kembang..hehehe..ntah ler..pada aku,hari2 aku sayang kat bakal tunang aku..hari2 aku cuba develope rasa cinta aku kat dia..xkire aku dh merisik ke,dh tunang ke,aku cuba wat yg terbaik..sebab for me cinta tu xdtg ngn sendiri..kene develope setiap hari smpi bile2..sampai dh kawin ke,ade anak 20 org ke..cucu ade 30 org ke..perasaan cinta tu akan berbeza setiap hari..itu yg aku nak..(aku xtau ler korang nak yg macamana)..
mmmm...ade 5 hari lg...aku cuba semangatkan diri utk jd tunangan orang..dan menunangi(betul ke ayat aku?) anak org..
for my better half,my babe,my sweet bunnybon..jgn tersinggung ngn my statement above..i just contribute it below my humble brainity...my love to u still going strong day by day...we are living in the modern love life..very conceptual..so we can generate it to make it happen..i luv u babe...
huhu..cincin xcari lg..kacau...